Traps

Once upon a time i received some letter which now moves me toward the a near future with a lack of emotions. Chemical stuff that maybe blocks and justify the absence of stronger emotions. The following letter is intense now, and it wasn’t in the time it should be… now it makes sense:

I don't know exactly when you leave, but I think you should get a
Sincere good-bye from me.
When I think of that we met just because of a series of complete
coincidences, I don't even know to whom I shall be thankful. Maybe just
to myself, maybe to the fate?
I owe you many great moments, and referring to that, no doubt I am
Thankful to YOU, YOU, YOU and nobody else.
You gave me love, unfortunately a love that I will have to kill now.